Behind the Scenes-The Heart of the Matter volume 4 (God Cleansing My Insides, Me Facing Truth about Myself) is just what this book is about. The Lord began to do a deep cleansing of my insides, the inward sins that was killing me. The inward hatred and unforgiveness that was fueling my bad behavior. The issues that made my spirit sick and flesh weak. And when He began to do His work in me, I had to face the real truth about myself-that I was no good for anything or anyone. I appeared to be very happy, nice, and helpful but I knew everything I said, did, or thought was distorted. My motives were all clouded and wrong. They all were coming from a place of falseness, it wasn't real because I wasn't real. I was detached emotionally and physically from everything and everyone. You can be making and having babies, married, working, and helping people, while being detached from it all. Read how the Lord Jesus cleansed me from my sins, washed me from my iniquities, blotted out all my transgressions, purged me with hyssop, and created in me a clean heart and right spirit that I might know truth in my inward parts and wisdom in my hidden parts

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