Holding on in a loveless marriage. I want my boys' lives to be better than mine. Can I endure Javier's possessive behaviour to bring change for my family? Something keeps informing me of impending death. Why am I sensing such things? Spirituality is asking me to open up to it. Amazing, real dreams, so real that I feel the effect of the experience on waking. Was it a dream or was I there? Patterns in death and patterns in family behavior being, played out. Why are these patterns presenting themselves to me? Finally, achieving my independence and freedom. The last time I had freedom, it was, taken from me in a matter of months. How long will it last this time?

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