An autobiography of a boy born in 1941 in South Texas. When he arrived on the scene his family consisted of Dad, Mom, Older brother, and ? The perfect family in those days was in sight. Unfortunately the baby was not the little sister all had hoped for. He sensed he was a disappointment to those who should have loved him most. Living a life feeling unacceptable is a tall order. Ray P. did the best he could. Everything changed when he turned 16. He found alcohol and was instantly addicted. You will be carried through twenty years of chaotic scrapes, several that should have resulted in death, as his life progressed. But after you have read the entire story, it is Ray's hope that God will be much more real to you than He may be now. It is a story, not about how good or bad something turned out, but why, who, and how could it have happened

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