Finding her -- Rabbit -- Into the dark -- The hospital -- The first helper -- How to survive the immediate aftermath of a rape : a guide -- Finding anger -- Discovering the countdown -- A good deal -- Bonobos -- Siren sea -- Time loop -- The lighthouse keeper -- The decision to leave -- Let go -- The Uber ride -- The reflection -- Honey -- The gift of grief -- Amanda's law

"A revelatory and powerful memoir by the Nobel Peace Prize finalist Amanda Nguyen, detailing her tumultuous childhood and groundbreaking activism in the aftermath of her rape at Harvard"--